who I
love averse
what I love
do
for who
what is best
  what is best
is best
  is best
best

a friendship blessed fragile,
squirm in shame and toss.
its music absolutely
promised into universe
and the honesty of rocks and wood and bone.
our crooked needs-like-child
carved onto the buzzing,
subatomic gospel of everything.

I wander darkness to
words: sharp drizzle
for us
what is best
  is best
what is
  best

I want to bind a knot
around my heart
that can only be untied

what is best
what best
what is best
  is best
  what is
is best
best